I got back from school and I looked myself at the mirror. And I thought to myself 'Man I look like a darn beggar' I dropped my bag and went up to the steps. I opened the door to my room and went to the bathroom. I slowly undressed myself, unbuttoning my shirt and unzipping my trousers. I took everything off and turned the knob of the shower to let the water run… When the tub was full, I placed my feet in and the hot water stimulates. I gently placed my other foot in and sat in the tub and relaxed. The feeling was so satisfying, as thought life would just pass me by and I wouldn't have known. I took a bottle of bubble bath and turned the tube and dropped all of it in the tub and let the bubbles accumulate slowly as I napped for a minute. I could still hear the water flowing but that wasn't all I heard. The water didn't drown the sound of step coming right at me. My eyes were still closed but when the steps stopped. I slowly opened my right eye to look but there wasn't anyone there. 'Maybe I was just imagining things' I thought… and I went on closing my eyes. I felt something, my eyes were still closed but someone was touching my lips. I opened my eyes and saw her, the girl I been longing to talk too was right there kissing me. She moved her lips away from mine and looked at me. I was shocked and was embarrassed at the same time. I was in the tub without my clothes, thank GOD there were bubbles. My hair was wet and it was covering my eyes. I just took my breath and kept quite like an idiot. She then started playing with my hair; I didn't know what it meant. I was stuck, speechless and was panicking. 'You look sexy' she said as she moved her hand towards me. I was having a dilemma; I didn't know what to do. The quote literally paralyzed me. She placed her hand on my face and felt my skin like she has never felt in before. Then moved herself towards me again and closed her eyes. I took the towel that was beside me and covered myself as I got up and tied it to my waist. She stopped and stood up. I didn't know what I was going to do. I got out of the tub and went to my room and opened my closet to get my clothes. She then jumped on me and hugged me tightly. She started crying… I couldn't help not talking to her. I began to question her but she continued crying. Then I took her hands away from me and moved her to my bed and asked her one more time. She just broke up with her boyfriend… But the better question what was she doing in my home as I was showering. Then again she could be a whore… I listened to her and she suddenly started to move towards me. I quickly got up and ignored her and buttoned up my shirt. She got up and looked at me and said 'Kiss me'. I stared into her eyes and gave her a kiss. I got away from her and quickly changed. I left her there as I went out…

What was a guy suppose to do anyway?

I seem desperate writing these stories...